The plan for what is next or where to next, has begun to be in motion. As November has begun, I am trying to pick which road to take.
At the end of this month I will have reached six months since graduating. This means that the payments for those loans must begin. Which is seemingly normal and one that I expected. It just came a little faster than I expected. These past few months I have had great opportunities to work with great companies and I will end the year on a good note. With money in my pocket saved up to go towards moving and paying my bills.
But it is also when I noticed that all those things that I dreamed about, that I have been “planning’ for I needed to take a stronger lead in creating them. I can do it. And there are steps that I am taking to make sure that I make them happen. One I finished in October. Now it is mostly about the waiting game. I believe, that I can do anything that I set my mind to because everything else that I have done in my life I have done alone and figured it out well enough to get me by better than I even could have expected.
I have been doing it since I was young. And now, I need to continue more so. My future is in my hands. Am I going to cover it up and keep dreaming about it. Or am I going to set it free by pushing myself forward.
I think that I will go with choice B — pushing myself forward.